A Depressed Rap

Ahh... I am tired... so now I am laying on my bed, all these crazy thoughts runnin through my head... What can i tell u... My lifez come to this position... Everywhere I look there is only depression... I need to get out there and break this tension... itz like a cord stranglin me more and more every second... da more I wait... it feels like the nearer I have come to the end... I need to cut that cord with a knife... deal with all da ppl who are causin this strife.... bitch! back off... lemme live my life...

My priorities in life have gone astray... Itz feels like u been starin into the sun and now u are bein blinded by every foonkin ray... You look away... and try to see the finer things in life... but you can't shyt except spots of white, black, and gray... Dude... this is foonkin gay.... I dunno what to make out of this... Everythin I attempt at seems like itz gonna end in doom... feels like i have already been closed up and locked up in a tomb... i feel helpless as I scream and cry... Is this really any better than how I will feel when I die?

Nah yoo... break out of it... itz juss phase... right now u are feelin low but i assure u dude itz juss a stage. So what can I do to move on? I need some confidence and hope... so when lifez throwin its worst at me, i will be able to cope. i will have that one sustaining thought... juss one, but it will help a lot... cauz it will be juss like a spark... which will lighten up the dark... Yaw... that will be a relevation... it can clear up da depression and push ur emotions into a state of elation.

So now u know what to do... but how da hell do you do it? Somehow the spark must be ignited... that one existing solution to my problem must be sighted. When I was younger, my brother told me "Guts and drive are the only characteristics which differentiate the achievers from the mediocrity that consitutes the rest of the world." Right now I clearly see what I lack... as I ponder... layin on my back.